Love is a beautiful thing, it is something we have always heard.
What they didn’t tell us is that seeking the validation of others (lovers) in order for us to feel good is a time bomb that’s just waiting to explode.
What happens when the one you love who has made you feel good about yourself, says goodbye to you?
It leaves our world shattered and empty like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel…
Why am i talking about love?
It wasn’t love at first sight for us tho, we had this connection through our conversations that grew gradually…
We would talk everyday at different hours, unending chats as minutes turning into hours, the end never seemed close.
As days went by, i realized this connection was special and i was elated at the thought of giving love a chance again having finally found one or so i thought.
Patiently, i had waited for this day to come when I’d finally have that connection made in heaven for someone after being a bit unfortunate in my previous relationships…
He understood me perfectly and gave me all the attention i felt i wanted.
I looked forward to sharing my daily routine with him and also hearing about his .
We would laugh and talk like we knew ourselves from the womb.
Thoughts of him clouded my thinking and hearing his voice gave me butterfly in my stomach.
As the days went by, I assumed he felt the same way .
There was one little challenge, i had never seen him in person .
We were far from each other physically tho our hearts connected whenever we spoke.
We would share pictures and videos and hype each other.
And then i proceeded to ask if he felt the same way, and his response shattered my heart.
I knew his fears and reservations .
It was all a mirage.
Love went sour leaving me heartbroken .
I had been pushed to the zone almost everyone dreads.
And then i had to withdraw and go back to my shell.
I had been shoved to the friend zone again😔.
Well, back among the sheaves, I’m here hopefully waiting for my next opportunity of a shot at love, but for the meantime i’ll keep admiring the loved up couples i see and await Cupid’s arrow of Love💖💖..